I have about 6 more weeks of feeling like a swollen blimp, but I know that it will all be worth the discomfort when I see her tiny eyes look up at me.
I’ve done a lot of thinking about what type of mother I want to be. How do I want to raise my daughter? What values should I teach her and which ones are most important? It’s an incredible feeling knowing that I will be molding a tiny mind. One day I will sit back and listen to her vent her opinions and I will think to myself, I helped her form those opinions – because I raised her. I want to know I did the best I could. I want to know that all the work I put in as a parent, will create a productive, strong member of our world. So, I think about what to teach her. Not necessarily what I want to teach her, but what I need to teach her.
If she could read right out of the womb – here is a small list of things I would want her to carry in her front pocket.
- You are beautiful. Not to just me or your dad. God made you just the way you are and that way is beautiful. Never think otherwise.
- Always let that spirit fly free. There is no harm in chasing dreams or being overly ambitious.
- You cannot fail until you try. Do not let the word “fail” discourage you. Fail just means “another chance”. Keep pushing.
- People will judge you. This is life. Do not let their judgements influence what is in your heart. What your heart says, is the truth.
- It will hurt when you feel really small at the expense of someone else. Take a deep breath and remember, they are the ones who feel small. People judge other people to make themselves feel bigger.
- Do not judge people. It’s not fair, nor is it your place. People come from all different backgrounds – experiences and environment form people. Judgement only hurts others. See above.
- Don’t partake in gossip – it’s never worth it. See above. Gossip is unnecessary judgement.
- People will hurt you. Allow the sting to crack your heart, but don’t let their actions break you. Learn to self soothe and heal. Learn to take time for yourself.
- Material things drive our society. It’s sort of sad, but it’s life. Do not let yourself become consumed with thoughts of “stuff”. In the end, shiny stuff fades to dull stuff. Stuff is temporary. Trends come and go.
- You will have friends who have more money than you and nicer “stuff” than you, being envious is not healthy. Work hard and appreciate the things you earn.
- You will have friends who have less money than you and “stuff” that isn’t as nice as yours. Share. Willingly. Never complain about helping. If someone doesn’t pay you back – it’s not the end of the world.
- You will have friends who are “smarter” than you or more talented than you in a certain activity or academic subject. Learn from them. Have patience. Try again.
- You will have friends who struggle at something you succeed in – help them. Be patient.
- Forgiveness is a true art form. Learn this early. Many people cannot truly understand what forgiveness is. Many people do not know how to forgive. It is not a temporary solution. You can’t forgive, then hold on to it and bring it up years later. Forgiveness is the ability to let go of someone else’s mistake – no matter how much it hurt you.
- It takes much more energy to hold a grudge against someone. See above.
- Learn to hit the reset button. Decompress. Learn that you will face huge stressors, uphill battles. Learn to take a break and reassess. No harm in walking away to come back later with a fresh mind and fresh heart.
- Learn to listen. Listening is one of the greatest qualities a person can have. One day, I hope you sit outside, out in the country and just listen. It’s the most beautiful sound you’ll ever hear.
- Trust can be broken. It’s up to you, and no one else, to put the pieces back together. Trust . You can’t learn to pick up broken pieces if you don’t allow yourself to trust.
- You will go through phases of changing your appearance, hair styles and possibly hair color. Don’t forget that you are you. You don’t need to change yourself for anyone or anything.
- Laugh. Laugh often. Laugh at yourself. Laugh with others. Laugh at jokes. Laughter is happiness. Smiling and laughing is SO much easier than frowning and crying.
- Be polite and be patient. When the person driving behind you is acting like a jerk, when the cashier isn’t very friendly, when you are frustrated and “fed up” standing in a long, long line. Remain polite. You do not know what others are facing. Their challenges could be much greater than yours. Always let your light shine through. It will make someones day.
- Do not be afraid. Ever. There is nothing in this world that is more debilitating than fear. See #3.
- You will have faults. We all do. No human is perfect. I’m not perfect. Your dad’s not perfect. Do not beat yourself up over faults. Identify them. Accept them. Work on them. You’d be surprised on what good comes from identifying your own faults.
- Travel. The world is so big. Explore other cultures, religions, food, art, people. To be a well-rounded, productive member of the world. You cannot be narrow-minded. You must be open and accepting of other cultures and people. You cannot experience places or things by reading them in books. Travel.
- Be independent. Always remember that you made you. Your hard work in school landed the job. Your hard work at the job landed a bonus. The bonus landed you a first class round the world trip. Be independent. You can achieve all you want to achieve with just a little drive.
- Love. Love with all your heart. Fall in love. Wake up in love. Fall asleep in love. Love is like forgiveness, in its true form it is rare, but it is so very special. Hold it close to you and nurture it. That little saying “Is the grass greener on the other side.” – I’ll save you a TON of heartache… It’s not greener – water your own grass.
- Read books, they allow your mind to wander and open.
- Try to steer clear of the technology addiction. Put your phone away during lunch. Write a letter or send a card. These things are becoming a lost art – but people appreciate them. You will appreciate these actions, when someone does it for you.
- Set an example for others. Your kindness, your open-mindedness, your patience, your free spirit will encourage others to find their happiness. The more people who see the light, your light – the better the world will become.
- You make the world a better place, just because you breathe.
- Enjoy your life. You may think you have all the time in the world – but life is so very short in the grand scheme of things. Make your mark, you only get one life – one chance. Live big, but one day at a time. There is no need to rush through life.
- Lastly, when your father and I say “because I said so”… there is a reason behind it and maybe we are experiencing a major parenting stutter – but it’s for your own good. Just listen.